Ok. Lemme just get this straight. Why I should pick this guy in my life? Why I’m feeling doubt with him? Why im so sensitive to be his bride? Why i should postpone my wedding month? Why I always asking him about his love? Why Im trying so hard to get the rational answers from other couple?
Its just because I want to get this relationship stick on a serious case in my circle of life. I want it really bad. But I swear every brides-to-be or -grooms-to-be have this serious point. We will walk to other step of life. we will have new change and so yeah we should have a great plans too.
I just want make this conditions balance as well. so i have to make my traumatic parts of my life away.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa I can’t breath easily. How to make my own mind trust to him? Aaaaaaaaaaaaa we just met 2 months ago and he wants to marry me next year in case Im still on going to get my bachelor’s degree. Aaaaaaaaaaaaa what should I do?
Mikroprosesor – at Fakultas Teknik Universitas Muhammadiyah Jakarta – See on Path.